Monday, January 28, 2008

loss, regret, the past

your old picture
in the box
under the bookshelf.

the yellow crept
into our lives
stained first our teeth
then our fingertips.
stained the sky
stained the bathroom walls.

i went blind casually
without complaining.
it grew cold in my bedroom
and i forgot to pay the bill.
sleep became a five-second shudder
between one and
two in the morning.

alcohol took up
most of the rest of it.
yellowed my lungs,
my stomach.

in the dream,
i am naked
beside you.
we do not touch.
i can see your closed eyes
moving like typewriters
beneath their lids.

you are writing a story
in your sleep.
it develops inside of you.
the white snow.
our white house.
the white, white lakes.

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